Floating around somewhere in my head is the idea that Martin
Luther once said something to the effect that he had so much to get done on a
particular day that he needed four hours of prayer to make it all work out. On
the one hand, four hours seems a bit extreme. That is a huge hunk of time out
of the day, even for a productive workaholic. On the other hand, I can begin to
understand his point.
It's been 6 ½ years since I made the career change from
health care to pastoral ministry. Six and one-half years since our family moved
from Minnesota to New Mexico and the reservation of the Jicarilla Apache
Nation. About two years ago I was sitting in the kitchen of one of the members of
our congregation, who suddenly said, "What? You were never a pastor
before?" I guess she didn't know that when I came here I had zero experience
for this kind of thing. The learning curve was steep but I guess people who didn’t
know couldn’t tell that I was new at this.
I would say that at about that same time, two years ago, I realized I needed
to pray more, in order to be a better pastor. Or perhaps said otherwise, I
needed to pray more just to be a competent pastor. I had acquired more experience,
but I also had a clearer understanding of what I needed to do, and, if
possible, to consistently do well. And in order for that to happen, I needed to
spend more time with the Lord.
And so I did two things. The first was to get up one-half
hour earlier during the week. I needed a longer block of time that was largely free
from interruption in order to pray. Early morning is the primary time I pray
for myself, my family, and the many needs of the ministry and requests that
people have given me. I could, I did, and I still do, pray for those things at
other times of the day, but I have found that I am better prepared for
each day when I spend that early time in prayer, without being distracted or
feeling rushed.
The other thing was I've become better at praying during the
day, either for a task that I'm working on at the moment, for something that
someone asks me about, or for something that just seems to come to mind. In 1
Thessalonians 5:16-18 Paul writes,
"Rejoice
always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of
God in Christ Jesus for you."
Lately that idea of prayer without ceasing has come at night
as well. I've never been one to fret over wakeful times at night but in the
past few months I have been more intentional about using that time to pray,
rather than to think about other things.
One of the things that I've learned on the job is that
experience doesn't mean I can get by with less prayer, but teaches me that I need
more. I was reminded of that earlier this afternoon, as I spent some time working
on a project for tomorrow. To serve the Lord well here I need prayer, and more prayer. And not just to serve well here,
but anywhere, for that matter. And that's a truth that all who follow Jesus can
be mindful of.
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